à Josée
deux poèmes
I-Chiara
Once upon a
time, there was a sailor.
A simple sailor
.
And like all
simple sailors,
when he was
not sailing,
he was looking
for a sweetheart.
Like all the
others,
he was looking
in ports where he stationed at the time.
Simply.
Only, this
time,
he decided
to do it differently.
Instead of
a port ,
he decided
to go to the Hinterland,
deep
inside the country.
There he danced with a girl who seemed to like sailors.
And while he
was dancing with her,
well,
he experienced
something new.
He felt a new
sensation.
It was
like...like a light was present between their bodies;
like a sun
was burning between them.
He described
this to his newly found friend,
how it felt,
everything.
But she
did not say anything,
she just smiled.
That night
he looked at her differently
and
decided to give her a name of his choosing.
He decided
to call hear "Clearlight" first,
than
changed it to "Chiara" in italian
because it
sounded better.
Chiara was
a simple girl,
the people
in her small town would have said.
Others would
have said that she was special,
and a few
would have said that she was beautiful.
To our sailor,
she was all
of that:
simple, special,
and beautiful.
And our
sailor was happy.
He liked it
so much over there,
he spent all
his vacation time with her.
Everyday that
passed,
a new sensation
arrived
and
more than a light between them,
he felt
now that the light had entered him,
that a sun
was burning in to his heart.
...And his time was spent.
And now he had to leave.
He became suddenly
very sad.
He was afraid
to go
and be away
far from her loving arms,
far from her musical warm voice,
her special laughs,
he did not want to be far from her kisses either,
far from her beautiful and caressing hands,
in a word:
he did not
want to separate.
But it happened.
And there they
were,
at the last
moments,
on a train
platform,
hugging silently,
when Chiara
took a step back,
touched her
heart with her long finger,
than his,
broke the
silence and said:
"look up, a new star is born, do you see it?".
Our sailor,
surprised,
lifted
his head and looked,vaguely but,
yes,
there it was,
brilliant,
shining above his head,
smiling at him,
smiling
at them.
He was so surprised,
he had
never seen a star smiling before.
His sadness disappeared at once and he said:
"Yes!, I see it."
The sun was back burning in his heart.
Chiara then added:
" Every time
you will feel sad,
Every time
you will be missing me,
just look
at the star,
our star.
I will look
at it too,
and will send
you love
and
will connect with you."
Our sailor
returned to his boat filled with joy.
And there he
was,
every time
he was on the deck
he was
looking at his star,
their star,
and he felt
good about it.
His fatigue
disappeared,
he did not
felt lonely.
His heart was filled with love.
And one day,
he decided
to call his protective star
"Chiara"
in honor of
his fiancée.
Chiara was
his guardian angel,
his protection
and showed the way.
The other sailors
began to notice this
and felt he
acted in a rather bizarre way.
They had never
seen him like this before and were a bit worried.
"Come on sailor,
what are you doing, what are you looking at ?"
said one
"I am looking
at Chiara my lucky star"
he replied.
They
were all laughing now and one said:
"Come
on sailor, it is cloudy tonight and there are no stars in the sky"
"Can't you
see it? it is up there
just
above my head"
he
replied.
They laughed
again.
He said:
"Well,
that is the difference between you and me, I can see it!"
One said:
"He is getting
crazy because he miss is sweetheart".
Another said:
"Come on sailor,
don't be sad, you will find another girl,
we sailors
have sweetheart in every port right?"
They were laughing
louder.
Our sailor
remained silent.
"Come on",
one
said,
"women
are not worth suffering for".
"You don't
understand,"
he said,
"I am
not suffering".
"What do you
get ?"
they
said
"why
are you gazing at the sky ?".
"It's...it's
the connection"
he said.
"How do you
get that connection?"
one said.
"She is looking
at it too,
that
is how I get the connection"
he answered
back.
They looked at each others with an ironic smile on their faces and one said:
"Sailor, you are a kind of a poet you know?".
The whole chorus then repeated it laughing:
"Sailor you are a kind of a poet"
then shrugged
and went away.
Our poet-sailor
remained alone on the deck
and after
a moment said to himself:
"To me it is
clear, yes,
it is as clear
as you Chiara my love,
as clear as
the light that is shining on me,
as clear as
the star that protect me and guide my life,
as clear as
the fire that does burn into my heart,
above my head
and in to your heart
Chiara my
love".
All was so
quiet.
Time seemed
suspended.
Then he felt
like a presence ,
like someone
came and whispered into his ear: "Yes".
...he
felt kissed by an angel.
II-De
Bois tendre
L'acajou est un bois noble qui recouvre les beaux ouvrages.
Souvent on le plaque en lames fines sur les bois tendres pour les ennoblir.
Sa riche texture,
sa chaleur, sa douceur,
appelle
les caresses de la main.
Son grain fin
et serré Josée
ressemble
à celui de ta peau.
Pourtant ,
employé
dans la masse,
il alourdit
l'ouvrage
et devient
sujet à se fendre.
Puisse ton
coeur,
mon
coeur, être autrement.
Puisse ton
coeur, mon coeur,
être
fait de ce bois tendre
qui chante
et dont on fait les flûtes.
Ton casque d'acajou, lui, couronnera l'ivoire de ta peau.
Mais jamais,
jamais,
mort de mon
âme,
ton coeur
ne puisse-t-il
devenir dur et lourd
comme
le bois de l'acajou.
Utrecht le 27 novembre 2001
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